There is (no) beauty in the breakdown

Maybe I'm just an idiot.

Or maybe the Periodicals Section of the library is really as confusing as it seems.

I swear I looked in the right section (AP 63 . C6697 Bry7QN E=mc{squared}).

Three times.

Dewey would not be proud.

Not at all.

And of course I would be doing this at 10:30 at night, when there are no kind attendants to help me find what I'm looking for.

Not their fault. Mine for procrastinating everything in life.

Goodbye my darling bed. It looks like we wont' be seeing each other for about 4 days.

When it rains it pours

Okay... so... I just need a hug... from anyone... please...

Again.

Why do I always want what I can't have?


He has a girlfriend.

this backpack's too heavy.

I just can't do it all, okay?
Even when I get everything done that absolutely HAS to be done, there are still papers due in a week that should be started, visiting teaching that should be done, stewardship interviews that should be done, cleaning that should be done, studying that should be done, thermometers to be rewired for the fourth time, quizzes to redo, French resumes and cover letters to write, etc. etc.
And then all the guilt I feel for always complaining or whatever when everyone around me has just as much going on, but is somehow able to be much more cheerful about it all.

For some reason I thought that college would get easier the further in you get.
Wrong, wrong, wrong.

A little more of the same

okay all i want to quickly say before running to class (and you can see how quickly because i'm dropping puctuation all over the place... oops, and now spelling) is this:

i HATE microsoft word! in fact i largely hate microsoft in general. always have. i just want to echo Katies words as i'm trying to wirte this confounded paper in less than 5 mins!!!!!!!!!!!

just give me 3 freaking columns!!!

I HATE MICROSOFT WORD!!!!!

GRRRRR!!!!

that's all.

Utah winter is...

dangerous

cold

slushy

annoying

inconvenient

frustrating

ridiculous

monotonous

only pretty the first day when you are inside

endless

really sucky.